I don't know. Not very metered, but real. Not the best wording but it's what I feel. Not very well focussed but a mixture of a lot of things. Thanks to those who brought me to the end. You've really helped. Disclaimer: I don't really drink my problems away, it's metaphorical.
Isolation, noise fading away,
Bitterness staring you in the face,
Stories fall away,
Sun behind the haze
No morning no light
Earth become night
No love and no hate
The absence of sight
Senses all dull
Behind the curtain of pain
Life has no meaning
Drink, drink myself insane
Wait! A ray of light,
Piercing the dark of night
Rolling back the clouds
A blazing storm of light
Shattering fear
Eliminating pain
Death has no victory
Grave has no gain
What I do and where I go
There shall I be and that shall I do
Freedom from death and access to life
No chains holding back, enjoying the morning dew
Chaos and confusion
Give way to creativity
Doubts and sorrows gone
Now life and liberty
